Rough and puff, ain't looking so tough,
Moving still with an occasional cough,
Everyone have a dream but few are true,
Coz' they fear to tumble down like the way I do!
The scars, the joy and other memories that past,
A never-ending truth from which my ways was cast;
Facing the storm my heart grew colder - like ice, it hardens,
Lest I give in, I will stand tall in this sea of the fallen.
Naive was my way of heart, kind and full of warmth,
Til the day they came by and squashed it like a moth;
Now the great fire encased in a maze of ice,
Bitter cold to most, only a few shall be granted the prize.
As cold as winter -
My body and heart
Trembled for a touch of warmth,
As dark as the night -
My feelings and sight
Shrouded from the rays of light,
Worn as the ruins -
This old battered body
Stumbled to a better life.
Brimming, my despair is at its peak,
The sorrow shrouding the light from my heart,
Never to rise, pushed down below the abyss,
Death awaits me in my bloody cough.
Hollow, the void fills my heart,
The empty darkness that swirls my soul,
Yearning for a connection,
The sky shattered, my world was then dead cold.
Darkness, tugging me closely,
The desires that makes me wept,
The lust, the sweat and the moans,
Nothing but mere entertainment, not worth to be kept.
Beckoning, a light twinkles above me,
Peeking beyond the light,
The news of joy for my heart,
The love in their eyes, sparks of chemistry to my sight.
Blossoming, the flower and the like,
The kiss, the hug and the passion,
Smiles of the heaven,
Sweet as it is sincere, bitter as it is my rejection.
Reaching out, the light strays away,
Rough and puff, ain't looking so tough,
Moving still with an occasional cough,
Everyone have a dream but few are true,
Coz' they fear to tumble down like the way I do!
The scars, the joy and other memories that past,
A never-ending truth from which my ways was cast;
Facing the storm my heart grew colder - like ice, it hardens,
Lest I give in, I will stand tall in this sea of the fallen.
Naive was my way of heart, kind and full of warmth,
Til the day they came by and squashed it like a moth;
Now the great fire encased in a maze of ice,
Bitter cold to most, only a few shall be granted the prize.
As cold as winter -
My body and heart
Trembled for a touch of warmth,
As dark as the night -
My feelings and sight
Shrouded from the rays of light,
Worn as the ruins -
This old battered body
Stumbled to a better life.
Brimming, my despair is at its peak,
The sorrow shrouding the light from my heart,
Never to rise, pushed down below the abyss,
Death awaits me in my bloody cough.
The scars, the joy and other memories that past,
A never-ending truth from which my ways was cast;
Facing the storm my heart grew colder - like ice, it hardens,
Lest I give in, I will stand tall in this sea of the fallen.
Naive was my way of heart, kind and full of warmth,
Til the day they came by and squashed it like a moth;
Now the great fire encased in a maze of ice,
Bitter cold to most, only a few shall be granted the prize.
An ordinary guy who wish to express myself through my works, whatever the medium may be, whether it is about my feelings and view of the world or the ideas that keep me up all night in my head.
I must say that I am not creative by nature, but I do find the occasional burst from time to time. Its only recent that I have return, but I hope to keep the ball rolling around here.
Favourite Visual Artist
Supercell, redjuice999, Tony Taka, Scott Robertson, Yoji Shinkawa
Favourite Movies
Can't remember, but I like good action, good story and good characters as well
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Eminem, Linkin Park and some several others I forgot
Favourite Games
Specifically Guild Wars 2, Battlefield 4 and the occasional Spider Solitaire, but I have other games from different genres as well
Its been a while.
A LOOOOOOOONNNNNGGGG while~
How many years has it been? Probably close to five years since I posted anything here. Not sure. Many things happen between now and then.
Where to start? I graduated with a diploma in hand, found work as a draftsman and not long after that promoted as a clerk of work at a construction site. Things were going smooth back then, too smooth. I picked up scale modeling along the way, made new connections and what not. Then after the contract ended, things really went down from there.
Not having any immediate job I went ahead with another company as a draftsman again at the suggestion of my friend,
Hey all, writing this now to let you all know that I'm still alive and kicking.
Its been a while since I submitted anything here. All busy with helping my friend in her project back in ITB. I'm repeating my semester by the way, will be commencing by July, 27th.
Today, I just got into an accident. I was going downhill from Sg. Akar to Subok on third gear for engine braking. That makes my speed about 90kmph or below, still going down by then. After the curve, there's a straight downhill road before another curve down below. In between, theres this construction yard and on my left side there was this simpang. As I was approaching the simpang,
Happy New Year everyone, may you all have a grand new experiences waiting for you this 2009. 2008 was full of joy and sorrow, great memories both sweet and bitter. This 2009 is the time for us all to put a new chapter in our lives and live up to be a better person then we were in 2008.
Its been a while since I've updated my journal (not to mention my dA as a whole). Been lurking too much. That last Devmeet was great, finally no awkward stare from the public (like that one time looking at the cosplayers) and we can do pretty much anything we want. Brought some friends over there too, just to make the event a bit more livelier than usual. Meet